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這個學期。。。學業一直讓我心情煩燥

每個星期的thesis meeting都覺得很挫敗

那個挫敗是到了一種境界﹐就是隨時會想放棄

想把行李收一收就離開的那種境界

阿。。。我真的搞不懂建築

我他媽的幹嗎唸這個呀

我也他媽的被自己打敗

you're a bloody disgrace, summer﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗

唉。。。心情糟透了

走在路上﹐想打電話跟人訴苦

突然發現一個更叫人難過的事實

我連一個聽眾都沒有

家人﹐說了只會徒增他們的擔憂

朋友﹐澳洲一個朋友都沒有

同學﹐講了也沒用﹐大家都in the same shit

想哭的感覺很強烈

可是。。。眼淚找不到出口

電話拿在手上﹐手指在號碼鍵上徘徊

第一次有這種感覺﹐就是原來自己什麼人都沒有

有些事情要自己做﹐有些路要自己走 (((在龍應台的一篇文章里看見的句子)))

原來﹐人只所以寂寞是因為大家都是獨立的個體

現在的心情是累､擔心和不安

趕快結束吧﹐這一切折磨人的事情

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引用刪除 summerborneo / 2007-09-24 08:07:29: alu, the stress is the result of taking external influences too seriously as well ((family's expectation, financial burden and etc)). I am just a lazy person who prefer to have a laid back life (((haha, and hoping a good life will be 'granted' without giving too much effort??? silly)))
yeah, and i should worry less and do more.

引用刪除 alu63 / 2007-09-24 04:20:36: seems like your stress comes from the high expectations you set for yourself.
that's a good thing!
as long as you don't hurt yourself thinking and worrying so much!

引用刪除 summerborneo / 2007-09-18 13:01:59: alu, i guess i am not good in dealing with stress. Well well, afterall, it didn't turn out as bad as i anticipated in the first place...so...hehe, kinda relieved at the moment. (((perhaps i just think too much)))

引用刪除 alu63 / 2007-09-17 05:42:57: come on, girl!
stop beating yourself up like that!
i'm sure you're much better than you give yourself credit for!
hang in there. take it a step at a time.
it's all just a temporary state you have to endure through.
well, that's what i keep telling myself...

引用刪除 summerborneo / 2007-09-15 14:09:05: annie﹐大家要加油嘿!!!! 我的presentation星期一就到了。。。感覺死神在一步步逼近。。。好想哭呀!!!!

sherry。。我竟然被笑大馬腔((淚奔))

軒﹐是呀。。。我有2個豬腦袋 (((繼續淚奔)))

小六﹐祇怕我還沒迷死人就在這裡陣亡了。。。呼。。。恐怖